Kinnesse

I just need somewhere to vent. I lost one of my two jobs -the one that I relied most on to live- two weeks ago, after I had just paid to have my car door fixed. My second job refused to give me more hours, with shitty pay, and is always late on delivering checks. Then the other day, I got paid, and my parents gave me a bit of money. So I paid some bills and still had more than enough left over for rent. Got a job interview. Everything looked like it was moving up. Then... My car's speedometer stopped working, and today the whole car gave out on me on the way back from a job interview. I don't know why this all seems to be happening at once... But I'm trying my best not to fall apart. I'm surprised I haven't yet.